Now you want to attach to something, unless you find some integrity. This is why between twelve and eighteen, one must do a lot of Sadhana to strengthen the body, so that you don’t desperately bind yourself with something or somebody.
You must consciously, if you wish to take a partner, it must be a conscious process. If it is a compulsive process, then you will pay the price for it. This is not a question of morality, the question is what is the priority in your life.
If your priority is to make this life rise to a higher possibility, then you must be conscious. (But) If you just want somehow live and go, it’s okay.